Numb
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Safe to say Thoughts
Are whizzing through The dome
And down the drain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Dreams fading into black
But it left a stain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Na Na Na Na
Little bit of bubbly
In a red double cup
Shes kissing my neck
Like im the chosen one
But i blame this liquid courage
Yeah this liquid luck
Shes unknown but
I know shes tryna fuck
I dont stand
With these random hoes
Fuck em and dump em
But yeah that shits tough
Had my heart broken once
Never went back
Gave my all
And now im alone
You see in the end
Its just fuck all that love
Ay
I was born sober but
The pain got me feeling
Like ima die full of drugs
Ay
Got me feeling
God me feeling like
Ima die full of drugs
Feel like ima die full of drugs
I need something to take the pain
Yeah numb me up
Yeah numb me up
Numb me up
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Safe to say Thoughts
Are whizzing through The dome
And down the drain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Dreams fading into black
But it left a stain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Na Na Na Na
Murk a cracker
If he turns his back
On the honor
Like pills i pop em for the fun
I got shooters ready
To bust a bitches skull
Ay death before dishonor
Run up on you
Make you wish You stayed
In the arms Of your father
Cant trust any circle
Since my most trusted
Broke that shit
You say bet
I say bet i could
Throw you farther
Im a simple human
But i wont be anyones bitch
Never catch me again
Being a martyr
Never ever never
Being a martyr
This is when it started
This is when it started
And im never going back
Never being anyones bitch
Fuck being a martyr
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Safe to say Thoughts
Are whizzing through The dome
And down the drain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Dreams fading into black
But it left a stain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Numb the pain
Na Na Na Na
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Eternal Thoughts
Ay
Look up see the stars
Through my eyes
The milky way
Wraps round our waist
Drinking fast
So the sky is on our lips
But its worth more
Than i can taste
But its worth more
Than i can taste
Fingers feeling numb
While we love each other drunk
Ay
Trust me my feelings
Have Never been misplaced
I had wall but now i let you in
Like future
Took my Mask off
So You could see my face
Ey
Freckles drawing artistic outlines
Of an angel
These are the glory days
These are the glory days
I was saving the love
And the hugs
For a rainy day
But now you asked
For a rain check
And now Im getting fuckin brain
Yeah
Thoughts were slowly poisoning Myself
Surely i was turning insane
I had no vice to numb
Except
Whiskey coke and some ice
To eradicate the strain
I thought i was losing my mind
When shooting stars
Passed my window
Before looking back at me
And telling me to have a nice day
I wish for peace and serenity
Take me with you
When you Rejoin
The fucking galaxy
I used to want a nice wife
And decent salary
Now im realizing im too broken
For anyone to want to marry me
Slowly losing will to live
And friends and family
Are vanishing
I used to drift into deep sleep
Dream of another world
Now all i see is the black
Why did i stop imagining
A new world where i was whole
Happy Needed and
Living fucking lavishly
But in reality
No one cares enough
To check on me
Why did they stop asking me
Broker than broke
I had to decide
Wether i have lighting
Or a full belly
Now ive learned to start Rationing
Been making art
Ill only drop what i love
Wont post anything
I dont Find passion in
Its as close to intimate
As ive had in a while
But in reality i need a kiss
Yeah Something passionate
But when i get sad i get bad
And i look around this room
And i start fucking trashing it
Ay yeah
Shit im running out of time
At this point im lucky that People
Listen to my music
And feel my emotion
Cant have any distractions
When im in the booth
Please stop because im zoning
Life has been unkind
To my unknowingly fragile heart
Now they ask why im frozen
I had space in my mind and heart
For another
But now the space is surely Closing
Childhood was a mess
Didnt have much to be happy for
But at least im still growing
I promised yall i would stay
I promised i would stay here for yall
So at least im still growing
Nothing Left To Say
Volcanic ashes erupt
Disturbing the heavenly doves
Thats what it felt like when you came and disturbed the way that i work
Stars look down on me with sadness
They know they can never be me
They sit neatly in the sky like galactic embers wishing to be free
But what if i want to be them
Would they trade places with me
Theres so many lands ill never get to see
And they sit above my head
Rubbing it on me
The aurora lights dance above the alaskan snow
And i cant express just how much i too wish i would flow
Colours of Green and blue caressing my libs
And id feel a sense of happiness so i could finally let go
Of the past mistakes and issues ive known
I wish i could sit upon the peak of Paris
The eiffle tower is where id go
It sit right on the pinnacle
Wishing on the stars for some sort of fucking miracle
But ive been given a life where the outcome is im probably a criminal
I wish that i could breathe freely without the pains that bind my chest
Or perhaps id get rid of the apnea so i could rest my head
I wish i was angel
Unharmed but much loved
I wish i was more than what i am
but atleast im fucking lyrical
Ive been given something in my life that ive yet to discover
But its only tragedy i seem to uncover i fucking hate this shit
I wish i was taller, maybe more handsome, a better brother
But instead im a loner
Who hides behind a fucking dell
Piecing together what other story of mines that i should tell fuckin hell
I want to talk on true shit, but it seems too real for me to tell
I cant have a calm discussion people mistake it for me trying to yell
My life has been a friction like tectonic plates, causing a division
So me and you are on different planes
I hate how if you feel deep pain
Ur clinically insane
And you must be medicated to keep you tame
Maybe this is why I’ve got fucking nothing left to say.
Stay The Same
Oh stay the same
Oh stay the same
I want you to stay the same
Want you to stay the same
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She luring me in with her eyes
And Then she gave me a smile
I knew from that second on
She had my fucking heart
I said girl if i give you it all
Will you tear that shit apart
Ay
I can never be the same
I will never be the same
Stay humble after my claim
to Fame
I go to house parties im invited to
Because its you
Then i wonder why i came
Id do anything for you
to be here Calling my name
Kisses while you hold me face
It hurt when you said
You needed space
After all these years
Ay
​
Oh stay the same
Oh stay the same
I want you to stay the same
Want you to stay the same
Stay the same
Oh stay the same
Oh stay the same
I want you to stay the same
Want you to stay the same
​
Is there someone else
Or am i easy to replace
Oh stay the same
Stay the same
I want you calling
My fucking name
Remember back when i was 16
When we met
You were my first love
My first kiss
My first everything
Girl what you do to me
You switched up on me ay
How you do a 180 degree
How you do this shit to me
Never fucked around behind your back
Never hurt you
Never cheated, lied
But what you do baby girl is foul
Yeah this shit is foul
But i still wanna make you smile
Still wanna make you fuckin smile
​
Oh stay the same
Oh stay the same
I want you to stay the same
Want you to stay the same
Want you to stay the same
​
Oh stay the same
Stay the same
Oh stay the same
​
I want you to stay the same
Want you to stay the same
Say you, want you to stay the same
Want you to stay the same
Nah